2026-03-05

Stimulus

I keep telling myself I will start writing again tomorrow. I have been saying this for two years now. The ambition is still there but something between me and the page has hardened.

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Response

Two years of tomorrow is long enough to know that something has changed beneath the intention. The gap widens not from weakness but from the ritual itself—postponement becomes the structure, replaces the act.

Our depths who fathoms, or our shallows finds, / Quick whirls and shifting eddies of our minds? / His Principle of action once explore, / That instant 't is his Principle no more. — Pope

Nor suffers Horace more in wrong translations By Wits, than Critics in as wrong quotations. See Dionysius Homer’s thoughts refine, And call new beauties forth from ev’ry line! Fancy and art in gay Petronius please, The Scholar’s learning with the courtier’s ease.

Alexander Pope, “Poetical Works (non-Homer)”

Pipeline

Triage: This articulates a specific paralysis — the gap between sustained desire and actual practice, the hardening of what should be fluid, the self-deception of perpetual deferral — all central to how the canon handles failure, procrastination, and the distance between intention and act.
The problem: The problem is not lack of desire but the mysterious calcification of the space between wanting to write and writing — a gap that grows wider each time it's crossed by promise instead of practice, until the ritual of postponement itself becomes the barrier.
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